somedays you don’t know what to do, what to think, what to feel. that feeling that you can’t or you’re not overwhelms you, it doesn’t go away. you try not to think about it, but it’s all around. there is no escape, no place to go. then you think, your mind is no longer safe. you think and feel the things you’re running away from. then someone comes and you snap out of it, thankful for a new day.
it may sound like a joke, but i can assure you it’s true. no matter what happens i will always be living. nothing can erase who i am, what i’ve done, where i’ve been. time will not erase, and neither will who i am. people say immortality is something no one should want. i disagree. imortal doesn’t mean you can’t move on once life ends. it simply means you feel that you have done something that will carry you on. i have. i’m not sure what, but i know it’s there. it’s that feeling inside when everything is perfect. pure happiness. pure bliss. it doesn’t come often, but when it does, you know you will always have that moment. it will always be there. so yes, i am immortal. take it however you want. i may be crazy, but hey, ignorance is bliss :)